I love my life. I know I can be whiny, grumpy, impatient, and ungrateful a lot of the time due to the stresses of everyday life, but I really do LOVE my life. I'm one of the lucky ones who has a life that she imagined from childhood. I just always wanted to be a wife and mother and to serve my Heavenly Father in the best way possible. Some days I feel like I'm a failure, but most days I feel like I do a pretty good job balancing everything.
A friend of mine is delivering a still born baby today. A student of mine had a heart transplant 4 years ago and is now in rejection. And I COMPLAIN? Sure, I've had trials, but you know that saying "If everyone threw their trials in a big pile, you'd want to pick your own back up"? Yeah, that's how I feel today. Thankful. Grateful. Loved. Blessed. Happy.